A quiet one

So yeah!!I guess right now there must be a lot of people partying out there and having the time of their life.New Year this year is going to be a quiet one in fact every year its very dreary and slow moving.My whole family does not make a big deal out of all this celebration.Worst part is my dad has gone back to Penang for some business matters.

Though the dreariness of this whole thing doesn't bother me a bit,I am still quite disturb.I don't know.Something is bothering me and I don't know what.Maybe I'm scared after all.I just can't see the logic behind all my tangle thoughts.

2008 HAS been a great year.In a matter of time I'll be writing 2008 HAD been a great year.Maybe I'm just scared to leave all those memories behind.I'd been losing a lot.Don't get me wrong:-not in love or relationships.I'm a person with very stern principals in which I do not get myself involve into any serious relationships until I finish high school.

I will never in a thousand years expected that 2008 will turn out well.From being placed in a class with completely zero closed acquaintances to losing the MSSD tennis, 2008 indeed turns out to be a miracle.The best gift that God had given me is blessing me with three beautiful friends.You wouldn't know how much they meant to me.Tell me how many friends out there will tolerate a friend who kept on rambling about her insomnia or depression.Ivy and Yenn listened to me every morning.How many friend will get all anxious and nervous when you're late for exam??Rhenu did.

For me to express all this to them in proper sentences right in front of them is definitely impossible.I'm not very dramatic.But right here I can tell you honestly from the bottom of my heart that you guys have been the greatest gift that God had given to me.There were times I still doubt your presence in my life but I'd gotten over it.To string all this in a sentence I reckon I'll fumble maybe a mixture of trembling lips and slobber all over my mouth.Gross right it sounds.So don't make me confess in front of you guys.Ivy,Rhenu and Yenn I knew no matter what happen in future we're still be 'THE WORLD'S GREATEST FOURSOME' because I still want to chortle loudly.As in LAUGH OUT VERY LOUDLY.

'HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE'.

p/s:I might be considering to shut down my blog depending on the feed backs I get because I feel my real journey is just taking off.

Serene and tranquil

Look, a week before going to Pangkor I recalled very strongly that I ranted on several issues such as insomnia,bloating and etc.Now that I'm back I can safely tell you that my disorders are not due to anxiety but PMS.

Moving on, I still can't get over it.Get over with the soothing and calm waves and the serenity of the resort.The lush manicured lawns and the grassy scent sometimes still blew me away and I wished a thousand times I was there.I'd never stopped thinking ever since the holiday took off.A visit to an island was just a perfect escape from all my preposterous,superstitious and hypochondriac thoughts.

I would never in a thousand years dare to admit that I'm a country girl or a nature lover but deep down I'm beginning to plant a serious hatred towards all this buzzing and hectic city life.I can have a garden at my house or maybe a small nursery but I knew for sure that it was just a temporary escape because the moment I spin around I see another car zooming past.

Different people got different perceptions on where they choose to retire.But I can assure you I will definitely retire in a place with sandy and beautiful beaches.And Pangkor might be one of my many options only if I'm penniless even to fly out of Malaysia.

I missed sunbathing,having buffet for three main meals,dipping myself into the salty sea water,sleeping at the beach.I was thinking of going back there the coming holiday-March right I guess.

Pangkor Island Beach Resort

Peacock
That's me taking the final slug of wine

Orange juice-vital for breakfast

Sunset

Dutch Fort

Serene view outside our room

That's me sunbathing

I'd been thinking a lot lately. 3 days escape to an island was just a perfect getaway to calm my nerves.Now that I'm back,I'd got completely different perspectives on what I see things.I used to love hanging out in malls but now I don't.I don't know.Maybe it's just the aftermath of visiting a place with no malls,meagre cars and zero pollution.Though I hope I'll get over it soon.

I'm Back

Hey all,I'm back!!!!Everything been great and moving according to my plan.I'd the time of my life in Pangkor.Really enjoy myself and wish to be back there again.I'll be posting an excerpt of my wonderful trip tomorrow together with some pictures.Stay tune.

Wish me luck!!

I'm off to Pangkor Island tomorrow and God willing will be staying in one of the most prestigious and lavish resort right there-Pangkor Island Beach Resort.Right now I just hope and pray hard that I don't get my menses. And wish me luck in sleeping tonight.I'll be back in three days time.Till then.

Love,
Zhen

Anxiety or sleeping too much????

I reached for the torchlight and flicked it . I glanced at the clock.Its 4.35a.m.I was wondering "What am I suppose to do at this time??". The answer was easy.I was supposed to be sleeping or at least try to sleep but I made no efforts in accomplishing both.I heaved a loud sigh of annoyance.My back is sore and my stomach is not giving way.I tossed and turned.I woke up,stretched my sore body and then revert back to trying to sleep.All my efforts were in vain.Minutes later I forced myself to get up and on the air-condition.I wrestled with my pillow for a few minutes before I snoozed off.

The next morning,I woke up hoping that I'd at least slept for 5 hours.I opened my eyes and Ta-Da.Man its only 9.10a.m.I'd been sleeping for like four hours only.I reverted back to sleeping but the sore of my body was not giving way.After much tossing and turning,I pulled my duvet aside and made my way to the next room where my brother was already busy playing his computer.I tried sleeping in the other room hoping that a different environment will at least make me sleep.No way!!!

My next intention was to head down the kitchen to get something to bite.When I maneuvered my way out of the room,I felt so dizzy.I made my way back to my room and without further hesitation,I landed on my bed,closed my eyes,shut my thoughts and again I fell into a deep sleep.

On the other hand,I reckoned I napped too much in the afternoon.I slept for approximately 2 hours in that afternoon.

Now the question is "Is it anxiety or sleeping too much"?

I can't go through another night without sleeping.I intend to pop a Panadol before I go to bed tonight.

For those of you out there that have the same problem feel free to share your miseries with me.

Breakfast-a crucial meal

"Eat a queen's breakfast,a middle-man's lunch and a beggar's dinner."

As the saying goes,breakfast is one of the most important meal of the day in fact I would say the most important of all. In today's entry I would like to point out some facts to fellow readers of my blog on how vital having breakfast is.

1.Eating breakfast lessen the chances to get obesity

I am indeed aware that many adolescents today are very conscious about their weight.Many I known are trying their level best to stay in tip-top condition.

My advice to you:Don't take breakfast

2.Healthier heart

Indeed everybody wants and yearns for a healthy heart.Breakfast does all the magic.









3.Fatigue

If you are one of those people who never stop yawning,the chances of your fatigues might be due to not taking breakfast.




4.Gastric


5.Lose all the important nutrients=ANOREXIC

Last resort to suicide

There were several occasions when I questioned some of my close buddies in a serious tone asking them why they don't take their breakfast.And the feedback I get didn't really astonish me much.Some complained that they'll acquire symptoms like nausea,vomiting,and stomachache . But I can assure you ,if you're a person who practices taking your breakfast since young all this problems would not arise.

Confession

Alright its confession time.

I'm not going to Mumbai and I've got zero plans of going there.

The truth is I'm going to Pangkor Island.

I really and trully wish and hope that I'll enjoy myself out there.Wish me luck!!!

Thats why I'm so anxious.Ok I'm insane.Hey anxiety is one of the symptoms of PMS.

Ok.I'm not going to think about it anymore.

With love,
Pei

Lactose intolerance

I seem to be very passionate about milk.I don't know why.I tend to peruse up milk a lot nowadays.Milk fascinates me.If you ask me why??My answer will be 'I don't know.It's just natural'.I did milk for my EST presentation.Whenever I'm in a pharmacy or clinic,I tend to look up more on the nutrition section and the debate on whether milk is good for us always made the front page.

But the funny thing here is.'I DON'T AND WILL NEVER DRINK MILK'.I tend to look at the adverse effects of milk rather than the advantages it bring for our health.Alright a fact still remains a fact and though I hate to admit it,its still a fact.'I'M LACTOSE INTOLERANCE'.

Hahah.Now you know why I dislike milk.Of course milk does contributes largely in providing calcium to our body.But did anyone of you here look at the more ugly side of drinking milk.I call it nature,people just tend to look at the brighter side of something.For instance just take pork.It seems so sumptuous when its cook and serve to you with all those culinary skills.But do you know how much harm it brings us???No doubt I do take pork.If not you're not a Chinese.But I try to consume less.My dad don't take pork for like years maybe a decade.

Back to milk.Alright here I go again.I started drinking milk again last Thursday to confirm whether I'm really lactose intolerance. I don't know whether its due to the fact that Farmhouse milk got more lactose compared to other brands.Two days later, gosh my stomach started bloating and I got bad flatulence.I'm looking like a 6 month pregnant woman now.

Is it because of PMS??I doubt because I don't usually get bloating as PMS.Or is it because of anxiety????

I googled bloating and one of the causes are anxiety.I think I'm just too extravagant jubilant because I'm going to Mumbai.Is it because of that or is it PMS???

Anyway I don't really think I'm having insomnia.Its just partly due to anxiety also.I guess.Because insomnia meant you have difficulty falling asleep.I can sleep but I tend to wake up feeling very excited and this eventually deters me from dissolving in again.

I'm definitely a hypochondriac.I don't give a damn thing about anything from now on.I'm just going to sleep my way off.

Hey or maybe the bloating can be cause for my frequent skipping of breakfast.

Help me someone!!!!

Insomnia

Is insomnia one of the many symptoms of PMS???

Yes, definitely..

My insomnia is slowly striking back again.According to Wikepedia I'm suffering from onset insomnia which means difficulty falling asleep in the beginning of the night and usually due to anxiety disorder.

I'm just confused for the time being.Is it because of PMS I'm having my usual insomnia or is it due to the fact that I'm too elated because I'm flying off to Mumbai soon???

What do you guys reckon????

I really hope fellow readers of my blog can leave some comments not the harsh one and share something you guys know.

Spa

When my parents first told me that they enrolled me into MGS , I was all moody and frustrated at the same time.This was due to the fact that all my friends and buddies from primary have all successfully earned themselves a place in Kwang Hua.My first instincts when my parents conveyed the news to me was 'I've got no friends there.I hate that school'. Frankly speaking,I had once visioned that I'll graduate from high school without any friends.

But after four years soon to be five, I am proud to say that I'm a Mgs-ians. I was blessed not only with one best friend but my list of close acquaintances is slowly loading up. From that day onwards,I always believe in miracles.I believe that miracles are yet to happen when you have that will and believe it'll come true.For instance I can't stop believing that I'm blessed with another three beautiful and graceful friend this year though the fact that my years of schooling are already coming to an end.

Alright that's not the ulterior motive of me writing this post.Shankry one of my close confidantes just celebrated her sweet sixteen.I knew her for four years but I had a feeling that I'd known her for like eternity.In conjunction with her sweet sixteen , we(Lynnette and me) planned a trip to Aeon.

Of course, we did the normal stuffs like eating,visiting the loo and shopping.But what differs this outing from the others was that we visited the spa.'Uh.What spa???'

No.No. I said no.Not this one.

Yeah.This one.

What spa again uh???

Oh ...FISH SPA.

HEAD

95% of unproductive life+ 2% of healthy life+ 3% of bizarre habits=SLUG

Basically unproductive life involves :

1.Sleeping in the wee hours of the morning
2.Napping for at least a minimum of 3 hours per day
3.Lazing and touring around the house doing only God knows what


Its either that or I can also be seen clanging on the mobile for like forever!!


The remaining and pathetic 2% of healthy life includes meandering around the mall pushing my way through a bunch of eccentric crowds and of course TENNIS...


On the other hand, 3% of bizarre habits revolves around chewing on my poor nails to provoking others .


So yeah!!Everyone is off for holidays!!!And I'm still here ranting about how pathetic and dreary my holidays are.Rhenu is off for some weird golf camp which is happening in Rawang.I-vie is already in the midst of packing her luggage for her upcoming trip to Hong Kong.Whilst I guess Yenn is busy planning her itinerary for her trip to 'Kangaroo Land'.


C'mon I'm not that pitiful to stay at home the whole time.On a more rapturous side, I'm actually going to Mumbai.Yeah!!Mumbai ...Here I come..

Oh and by the way the 2% of healthy life I lead is indeed really positive and worth it.While meandering around the mall last week,I saw something shining so shimmering in front of me.Gosh!!I'd been eyeing for this like what seem like years.

securely seal up in the plastic

The skirt with built in shorts-ideal attire for tennis

After deliberating the pros and the cons and contemplating about 100 times (not really ler) in the end, I opted for HEAD. There might be a lot of brands out there that offer sports attire like this. But I honestly I can tell you, if you were to compare this particular HEAD skirt with the Nike one, its hell of a difference.


I'm not trying to point out that Nike products are useless but some products you need to opt for the right brand.Like for instance Nike got cool sneakers whilst HEAD will never in a millions years can manufacture such product.It actually depends.


And by the way when are they going to release episode 10 of Grey's Anatomy...

Hypochondriac

Yeah!!I actually did make a vow to lead a more healthy lifestyle during these holidays.But now here I am already driving myself to break the vow.I had the whole plan of my holidays mapped out here on my head a fortnight ago.

And after two weeks ,I don't seem to be doing anything beneficial or important.In fact,I started lacking in myriad things like for example opting not to attend BM tuition.No offence,I felt that not learning BM will not leave a huge impact in your live later on.Compared to English.Vast comparison.

So right I'm going to renew my vows again today.I'll make sure in the coming fortnight me, Tan Pei Zhen will be doing something more positive in my life.Actually I guess I will.I signed up for a Buddhist Camp happening on th 11th till 14th December.First time-as usual very anxious and elated.

Remember I once said I had depression.Maybe its all illusion.Its just that my mind is playing tricks with my body.And maybe I'm a hypochondriac-a person who believes he/she suffers from some sort of illness when there is nothing wrong with them.Maybe that's all.

Speaking of being a hypochondriac insomnia is slowly very gently crawling back to me.


Wait a minute.

I'm going to give a loud shriek to scare insomnia.The mastermind to all this is your mind.Control it......................

Yeah...Flat

Yeah.Rather than writing 'My holidays are mundane or My days are dreary' and continue ranting about how pathetic I felt during the holidays,I decided to take a meditation break.Yeah, so I'd been meditating lately.A lot.I felt so much more elated and my days are cheerful.So I guess this means I'm back.

Seeing as nothing extraordinary is going to take off during this holiday,I'd planned my entry very carefully.Today is one of the day where the mood of blogging didn't really kick in.But c'mon before my blog becomes static,I'd better do something to prevent it.

I was supposed to be posting this entry weeks back but the enthusiasts didn't really kick in , so I decided to bottle it up and spill it out later.So now here I am spilling out the contents of an old solution.

Pictionary.Who don't know the game of Pictionary? So yeah.It was one of the mundane days in school where teacher enters the class doing nothing and students laze around in an unproductive way.But I got really cool friends.The Great Foursome-we played Pictionary instead of doing what my classmates normally do-zzzzzzzzzzzzz....


The game started well and it was incredulously fun and splendid.I paired up with Rhenu whilst Yenn paired up with I-vie.Definitely the YI team was leading seeing that I cannot decipher half of what Rhenu is drawing.As usual any game played by The Great Foursome will never missed out any laughing moments.Any game.

What do you reckon this is? Rhenu drew this diagram and guess what I said. I dived into words like ' breast,no breast,armpit,no breast, no dot'.When I said no dot,Rhenu and I wasted half of the time bursting into peals of laughter rather than her trying to figure out what to draw and me trying to decipher what Ms Artistic is drawing.

The answer is:Flat

Insomnia remedies

One that I find very interesting:

Learn and practice relaxation techniques

Slow down your breathing and imagine the air moving slowly in and out of your body while you breathe from your diaphragm.

Practice this during the day so that it's easy to do before you go to bed.

Program yourself to turn off unpleasant thoughts as they creep into your mind.

To do that, think about enjoyable experiences you've had.

Reminisce about good times, fantasize, or play some mental games. Try counting sheep or counting backward from 1,000 by 7s.

So yeah!!This is my class T-shirt.Design and printing of the T-shirt is courtesy of Ms Tan Yenn Yenn whilst the words printed are brainstormed by all of us.All of us means the 'Great Foursome'. It was rather funny when we were arguing on the words that should be printed on the T-shirt.

After all the commotion four of us finally agreed on 'The Class of Bigmouths' .But hey Yenn I think 'The Class of Weirdos' will be more appropriate seeing that my class people are all weird.

We had our class party today in Pizza Hut.The number of people who turned up were rather pathetic.Weird people don't turn up for parties. Look 4 Dedikasi is having a really cool class party-They're having a picnic in Botanic Garden Park.So cool right!!!!Before we actually decided to have our class party in Pizza Hut, we actually did suggest a few places like:

1. Green Box
2. Theatre
3. Berkeley Corner(too bad not halal)

And I remembered someone suggested we had Bah Kut Teh seeing that our class is short of funds.Again weird people. I was like telling Rhenu that I wanted a very cool class party very dearly.So both of us started brainstorming. And then I was like:

Pz: Hey I've got a fab idea!!
Rhenu:What!!
Pz:OMG!!Its so cool.It'll be better than the 4 Dedikasi's wan.
Rhenu:What!!!
Pz: Each of us bring some food then we party on the street in front of our school.
Rhenu:Yeah!!!

Hey c'mon partying on the street is not really a bad idea.Is it????

CITA-CITA ANDA

My whole class were supposed to write their ambitions in a piece of paper.Almost the whole class wrote their ambitions or rather their dreams in that paper.Ok,so we got the paper.

The Chemistry teacher was busy discussing some questions and making amendments. Rhenu and me began doing our KEPO job by browsing through other people's ambition.We laughed so hard till the Chemistry teacher shot us a stern look.Plus you know the way Rhenu laughed.You should know!!!

Here are some of the funny ambitions:
Amelia:Perdana Menteri,Ahli politik dan ahli arkeologi

Rhenu and me were like laughing and at the same time dragging the word per..per..........dana.....men.....te.Unfortunately we never finished the word ri.

Sri Dahinoor:
Brand manager(quite reasonable)
Model in Jamaica(hahahhahah)
Own a kingdom(hahahahh)

So Rhenu, me,Yenn and I-vie decided to write something stupid.Besides it doesn't matter because almost three quarter of the class were writing some sort of rubbish ambition.
So my ambition is to be a...Behold:
Nutritionist
No 1. Tennis Player
Prince William's wife

Rhenu's one:
No 1 Tennis Player
Brand Manager
Politician's wife

I-vie and Yenn decided to write something more sensible.But I did recomend them to write soft cups analyser.I'll tell you what is soft cups in the next entry.

So I was like telling Rhenu.
me:Why do you want to be a politician's wife?
Rhenu: Cannot ah
me: Which politician?
Rhenu:Samy Vellu

So I wrote Samy Vellu's wife in Rhenu's column instead of politician's wife and passed it back.

I almost wrote Donald Trump's children.My ambition kay

I always say when you marry someone filthy rich you'll 'EAT GOOD,SLEEP GOOD,SHIT GOOD'.

Insomnia

'Come on.Come on.Sleep.Pei Zhen,no more exams.SLEEP!!!!'
'I'M TRYING'
Its past 1a.m already and I'm still awake.Alright I did some breathing exercise and I resolved to sleep after that.
Guess what-I woke up at 7.30a.m.I woke up at 7.30a.m on a Sunday.I don't mind getting up at 7.30a.m for tennis or for school.But come on I woke up at 7.30am on a Sunday when I got no programs planned neither do I need to go to school.
I did my usual thing of switching my position of sleeping.I craned my neck and stared at my brother who was sleeping peacefully.And I go like 'HOW NICE IF I CAN SLEEP LIKE YOU'
I tried going back to sleep but I ended up staring at the ceiling till 9.30am.
I thought of enrolling myself into a yoga class.I'll try and ask my parents.

Let it be

I'm not a person who was born and brought up to say 'what is over is over' or 'don't cry over spilt milk'. School commences tomorrow after almost one week of holidays.Which means that we'll be getting all our papers back(I guess so).Look as far as I'm concerned,I screwed up all my papers.I stressed all.I've always been very enthusiastic about getting my papers back but for this assessment I show apathy in getting my grades back.Again all the anxiety is coming back again.I'm nervous,I'm anxious,I'm me.

Obesession to tennis

This is what Rhenu said before the PJK paper

Rhenu: My mother asks us to plan a trip to_________

Yenn and me were like wondering maybe somewhere far or beneficial like Sunway Pyramid or a museum.Look Rhenu used the word 'plan a trip' instead of like 'go' or etc...'Plan a trip' sounded so much more serious.She eventually finished her sentence with 'Aeon'.

Both me and Yenn burst into a huge laughter.And obviously Rhenu will never missed out any laughing opportunity.

So we did plan a trip to Aeon. But after three consecutive weeks of no sweating,Rhenu suggested that we go for a game of tennis.Sometimes Rhenu does give brilliant ideas.So 1st stop-tennis court in Klang Club.Behold:

Three weeks of no sweating means extra fats jucking out

My mum picked us up and chaeuffered us to Aeon.We mingled around for like 2 hours to help Rhenu find an appropriate attire for her cousins.Then we had like about 2 hours left and we decided to watch a movie.

So we went to the theatre and asked.

Rhenu,me and yenn: Any movie that starts at 4p.m sharp

Lady:Yes.'Kami'.

Rhenu,me and yenn:OK.

So we watched 'Kami'.There were only like 14 people including us in the cinema.

Thats it

The finals are finally over.The last paper PJK was definitely a great closing for the finals. Anyway I'm back to normal.No more depression.No more insomnia.No more crying.I'm back!!!

Goosebumps

I am certain that I have goosebumps all over my body right now. Look after one week of intense memorizing and reading I, Tan Pei Zhen officially declared tomorrow(Sunday) as an off day. Off means no more studying, no more memorizing, and no more perusing books. For once I'm going to pile up all the strewn books on my table back into their appropriate place.I'm going to make a visit to Starbucks and enjoy my usual serving of Mocha. I am going to loll around the couch the whole day,watching my favourite episode of Grey's Anatomy. I'm going to snooze off the whole day.For once also,I'm not going to try to wake up to the buzz of my alarm.

Is it that impossible for me to do that???


The truth remains unwritten.

Hello

Hello everyone,

Dee Dee

My moniker is Dee Dee and I made my debut 16 years ago with Mummy.I'd been in the draft box for some time before appearing in my Mummy's latest entry. I was Mummy's closest companion and confidantes. Mummy had spent 16years of life with me.As far as I'm concerned, I was with Mummy most of the time:- holidays,sleepover and camping.I love Mummy and Mummy loves me.

Mummy clings on me during the hardest time on her life.She weeps on me and sometimes her tears drench my body.Mummy says that I'm her closest companion and no one can ever change that statement.I knew Mummy's deepest secret that even her closest buddies will never know.Mummy told me everything about her life.Mummy hugs me,kisses me and squeeze me everyday and Mummy says she will never move on with her life without me. Mummy says I'm her inspiration, her idol and her best buddies. Mummy says that I'll never hurt her.

At times , Mummy introduces her acquaintaces to me. Some were pretty astonished with Mummy's character.Some thinks that Mummy is insane.But Mummy is not.Mummy has been teased because of me but she took it as a compliment.Mummy does not care about people's perception about me and continues showering her love to me. There are few that think Mummy is disgusting.Mummy is not. She does not slobbers all over my body and she puts me into laundry every month.

Because of frequent washing, I look worn off.Mummy is sad.She cried and whispered to me and said " I dare not hope for anything on my birthday.What I want is just for you to heal". But Mummy knew that her prayers and hopes are vain.After all I'm not a living object.I'm a 'IT'.

Even though my times with Mummy are short, it was a pleasure meeting with her. I knew for sure that I'll be leaving Mummy even before she gets to celebrate her sweet sixteen. Although my ride with Mummy is coming to an end, I'm going to thank God for giving me an opportunity to spend 16 years worth of life with her.Mummy will be weeping hard when I make my exit out of her life.But deep down, the memoirs of us will definitely stays inside her.

I love you,Mummy.

Fantasy world

Here is how it goes. My dad got this group of friends in which they will meet up for dinner almost every week. This group of retiree forks out hundreds and sometimes thousands of ringgit for dinner,alcohol and holidays(leave my dad out). And while waiting for them to finish,my brother and I had done something really creative and surprisingly our foolish act did impress some of this folks. We cut the grapes into smaller chunks and fit it inside the chopstick. Like this:

We even took the chopstick back with us. Hey.No worries.That chopstick is just like a piece of dirt to that restaurant which earns thousands and millions per annum.

Moving on

Exams pressure is back. I yearn for a swim or a game of tennis.Anyone?

I guess I owe someone an apology.Actually no. I don't know. Wanna know the story:- Here's how it goes.Mr Choo and me and my bro were supposed to be meeting up for tennis at 4.30. But then out of the sudden it started pouring very heavily. But I guessed the weather in the court was quite fine. I reckoned he was quite pissed off with me from the tome of his sms. Tell me what I should do???

Insanity!!!

My superstitious thoughts are driving me to insanity. Look I'd been losing a lot of my personal items lately. Is it like this is the losing season or what???



Alright followers of my blog will realise that I just bade goodbye to my Lucky T several weeks ago. Although there were still no traces of my tie anywhere around my vicinity, I'm still very adamant that I'll be reunited back with my Lucky T.


Just yesterday, I lost my watch. I mean not the whole watch.Its like the strap of the watch. I'd guess I lost it when I was changing for the drama. When I was trying to remove the shirt, I guessed I gave a hard pull and thump!!! the strap went missing. And you know how preposterous is it to find the small object in a mess of clothes.Craned my neck, shook my head disapprovingly and headed off the scene.

And then just a few weeks ago-no last week during the holidays. Those of you who actually notice whats on my wrist all these while will have an idea of what I'm trying to convey.I'd been wearing this prayer bracelet for like years-like maybe two years.It means so much to me even though the whole bracelet sort of like hung losely down my wrist. And when I was about to brush my teeth last Wednesday, I felt something is so missing. And I felt like my wrist is like so empty:-it feels like just so empty.


After all this mishap incident occurs, I feel like I'm having goosebumps. Am I still going to be that lucky girl who always gets away from undone homework or will I be that unlucky girl who will be penalised for even minor mistakes?

The truth remains unwritten..





Anyhow I feel like I'm still the lucky girl. I'm really so damn superstitious right. I'm going insane.

Mundane me!!!

It's tough going through life feeling like you just don't belong and you're not good enough.
That feeling and way of thinking about yourself is affecting your life. You feel like the people around are leading better lives and you don't know how to get your life in that direction.

Everyone has their fears. Fears of getting rejected, humiliated and left??? What are your fears???

Being part of the younger generations, I too posses my very own signature fears. I'll tell you what were my fears(still are) and the bizarre habit I acquire to overcome the fear:

1.If you realise, I often crane my neck behind to check whether my skirt is fasten up safely.

2.When I reckon I'm having bad breath, I'll take big gulps of water(some people might be thinking I'm so 'dahaga'.)

3.Every time I visit a coffee shop, I'll be peering under the table every seconds to check out for cats and I'll be like pretending I'm adjusting my chair-fear for animals

4.Whenever I get jealous of someone else's possession I'll go into my usual daydreaming

5.When I find something hilarious and others don't I'll go like 'not funny'

6.When I think about working with someone not in my favour, I'll start sighing all day long

7.When my grades are bad, I'll be nibbling every available nails left on my fingers

Hey I realise that the aforementioned don't sounds like my fears.It sounds more like my bizarre habits.

Hahah!!!!!

Let me see. Where to begin????

Iri(Presiden) and Seah Yih(Vice Presiden) stood in front of the class, trying extremely hard to get our attention. Here is where the story begins.Hahah. It actually sounds hilarious to me. Iri and Seah Yih were call to meet our Add maths teacher in the staffroom(i guess). And then there they were summoned by 4 different subject teachers. They were told about how badly we behave,how we sleep in the class,how we don't wish teacher properly, how we don't respect them, how we provoke and how we iritate them. And to add it on a few teachers(those we were no more teaching us or never taught us before) came and join in this spectacular teacher's forum.Hahaha. Teachers do gossip right. Some teachers even said that the students kept asking for answer and she needs to repeat the answer.Hey c'mon you're a teacher right,you should be able to give an answer to your question or simple-just write it down.

The teachers hope to see a tremendous change in our attitude as while as our behaviour. The funny part was like Iri said
" We were like summoned by a gang of teachers and its like only two of us"

And then I was like " what's the ratio"

I miss out something. And all the teachers agreed that my class was the worst Form 4 class ever in the history of MGS. Hey c'mon this is not bad new.At least we get to be in MGS BOOK OF RECORDS. Yeah right

Transformation

I stared intently at my photo album which stood strategically beside my bed. I stretched out my hand to retrieve the photo album. Immediately I resolved into my usual daydreaming. I started remisnicing.Back in Year 6, I remembered staying back for detention because I was late to school. Then my thoughts got a bit closer. I remembered staying over Lynn's house during her 13th birthday. I recalled the tears that everyone had when we were streamed individually to different classes. I remembered knowing I-vie,Nanny and Yenn Yenn. I was stopped short by my thoughts when the house phone started to ring.

me,Shankry and Lynn (back in 2007)

me (recently)





the only thing that never changes in me is the fact that i'm a vain person

The Mobile

Dedicated to all Mgs-ians


I'd sat down and do some hard thinking before even attempting to write this post. The post ahead might hurt some parties but basically I'm just trying to reveal the bad side of some MGS students.


Last Monday, one of the MGS-ians committed a major felony. To me that crime was more than major but some people might take it as minor. Anyway I was given the courtesy to witness the crime as this actually involves some of my close buddies.

We were walking side by side , chortling and laughing our heads off as we made our way to the basketball court. Our English teacher had some outdoor activities to be carry out with us. Fast forward after 35 minutes, we went back to class feeling extremely exhausted. We were again reminded by our class monitor to head to the Biology lab. After Biology, I headed straight to the canteen. Anything that happened next was told by my friend.

I-vie made her way back to our class. Kassthury, an Indian girl from my class exclaimed "Hey I lost Rm13. You all better check". At this point of time,I guess the word Nanny is actually quite compatible with her. Rhenu asked I-vie to check whether her mobile was still with her. At first I-vie took it for granted but after much nagging from Nanny she gave in....and when she unzipped her bag..........TADA..her hand phone is no more there. Adrenaline started flowing through her and she immediately (like me) recalled whether she brought her phone to school or she misplaced it in her mother's car. After knowing that she didn't misplaced it, she knew for sure that her mobile was stolen.

I was not aware of it until I enter the class and heard it from another friend. At first, I did not know what to do but I had this strong feeling that I-vie needed more support and I immediately ran out of class and found them in the staffroom. And then I heard Pn Asiah(school discipline teacher) saying" Macam mana aku tahu. Kamu semua hilang handset then cari saya.Mana saya tahu". She mumbled something about asking us not to go and headed off to the other direction. By then, I-vie was like " how can i forget bout my phone". A fat drop of tears rolled down her cheeks. And after a few minutes Pn Asiah from the other blok signaled us down. Once in the ground she asked I-vie " Yang mana kamu punya handphone". I-vie pointed to the Sony Ericsson hand phone which is definitely hers. Pn Asiah left four of us together with that stealer and went off finding for another teacher.

I-vie was glaring angrily at her. I was just staring at everyone. And then out of the sudden Rhenu marched to that girl angrily and she definitely reflected her Kong King attitude " SO YOU'RE THE SCHOOL STEALER LER". Harsh right her words. But she deserved it.

Then we were told to go back to our class. And then from what I heard from I-vie this smart stealer had actually calculated her steps properly. She deleted I-vie's messages,drafts,contacts,pictures and replaced her pictures into I-vie's phone and claimed its her. Tell me how bad she is

Random Post

Warning : Long post ahead

This friend of mine has been a great friend ever since the year 2008 begin. Our friendship began developing and she became one of my closest buddies and confidantes. This petite lass is great in so many aspects from the way she speaks,the way she addresses and the way she smiles. Although at times, this soon to be lady might be iritating and annonying she definitely fix her puzzles back. Her pencil thin body makes people around her think that she goes on some dieting course.But Man when you know her-she eats like a cow!!!! She can eat in three different restaurant yet not ranting that she is filled. Today this outgrown georgeous beautiful lass from Klang is celebrating her 16th birthday. Here are some pictures of our outing.




1st Stop:


We headed straight to Dragon-I because all of us were drop dead hungry. We were acting like people who suffers from starvation and I-vie was like holding her stomach. Too bad.No time to even take pictures.




2nd Stop:


Manhattan Fish Market.According to Nanny,this is one of the smelliest place on Earth. After browsing through the menu, we went straight in.

Crispy whitebait

The whitebait was folded with coleslaw

Manhattan Fish & Chips

That's me ready to pick up my cutleries and begin my feast

Rhenu is always laughing like a Kong King regardless of where she goes

3rd Stop:Hiagen Daaz

will update more soon..............

Hey I found my tie

Just kidding

Pls Come Back

Alright it'll be totally ridiculous for my tie to come back to me. I'd rummaged around my whole house,my room and my dad's car. Nevertheless there is still no signs of my tie. I prayed earnestly hoping that God will miraculously make it appear back. Today marks the second day I'd lost my tie. It is so essential to retrieve back my tie. That tie means so much to me. I don't mind wearing someone else's tie and get over with this thing. But my instinct strongly tells me that my tie is somewhere near me.But where is it. I'd been going around the school telling all my friends about this tie incident. I'd put so much effort in the process about retrieving back my tie. I'd been daydreaming more than ever since I lost my tie. I'm not being myself anymore since I lost my tie. I think I'm going to start printing leaflets and brochures seeking the public to help me find my forlorn tie. Aarghhhhhhh.........it's ludicrous. I lost my tie after school. I did not lose it in school.

Tomorrow my group will be doing the EST project. I hope everything will be fine tomorrow. I lost my lucky T.

WHERE IS MY FREAKING TIE????

I was shocked,stunned,amazed,surprised and devastated to lose one of my most essential element in school. I lost my tie. How can I ? I was trying superbly hard to recall what happen. Unfortunately all this hard thinking and praying are not working this time. The fact of me losing my tie and making a big haste all over it in school definitely reflects the slothful side of me.

I'm going to agreed with my mom the fact that I'm a lazy,sluggish and slothful person. Nevertheless, I'm always very careful with my things and tends to be extra gentle with things that are vital. I'm a responsible and accountable prefect which never leaves any important stuffs like name tag, blazer and my tie. And today marks my very first day of not having a tie on. I'd done a thorough search in my house,my room and even in the car nevertheless there is still no traces of my tie.

By the way why is youtube so freaking damn slow

Ma-Kong!!!

My mind is drifting off.I tried to put a 100% concentration on what my Math's teacher was saying however I can hardly decipher even half of what she said. I stared dreamily at the apple green curtains in my class. Fractions of event happening last Saturday was still vivid in my mind. I see myself running up and down,serving kuih,and carrying a heavy Tupperware. Rhenu who sat beside me was getting her Add Maths homework done. I dissolved into my iritating habit by using a pen and poking Rhenu's hand.

And then something struck me.The word KING KONG flashed in like a bulb.It was then I decided to play with that word. Alright before this I'd never knew that KING KONG was a male. I thought it can be a male or a female. How nil my knowledge is????
Pei Zhen: Rhenu you know what is KING KONG'S mother's name?
Pei Zhen: Ma Kong
Rhenu:Father
Pei Zhen: Pa Kong
Pei Zhen: Baby
Pei Zhen: Da da Kong
Rhenu: Why must it be Da da Kong?
Pei Zhen: the word sort of like appears in my mind
Pei Zhen: King Kong's wife will be Kong King

By then, Rhenu was already laughing like a Kong King. Alright quite lame right my joke.


Jocularity aside, all the Form Fours' and Form Threes' will be sitting for a diagnostic test for maths and science.The objectives of this test is generally about testing one's profiency in answering questions in English language. From what I thought, some of the teachers should be sitting for this test first.

2009 Prefects' Gathering

Are u ready???

We (all the prefects) were all set for the big event happening tomorrow in HCIT. Everyone helps to festoon the enormous auditoriam. I was very elated to meet up with some executives from HCIT.They were very polite and helpful. Twenty schools are expected to be there tomorrow for our gathering. I'm feeling very weary right now but I knew deep down I'm actually beaming in delight waiting for the moment to come and go.


Enough with the prefect thingy, lets move on to some academic assesment. My tests are over. Honestly speaking, I screwed up almost 99.9% of my papers. I'm really worried with my grades in this assesment.

Home is Where the Money is!!!!

Awesome

Look at these bathtubs!!!

Look at all this lavish interiors.