an incident!!!

I heard a peculiar sound, seems like an animal whining. I quickened my pace. I saw a mother dog looking lost .The whining grew louder as I walked further. I knew that for the past few days a mother dog had give birth to five cute pups. Through what I have heard, few pups died in agony in which I'd never took note of the details of death.

But the whining never stopped as I approached the place of incident. I was curious.I bent down to make sure that it wasn't under my dad's car. I tried to trace the whining. I looked around me before entering the car to go to school.Before my dad drove off, my neighbour pointed towards the drain the one which my neighbour and my family shared. I knew for sure that the pup was there.

My heart sank deep inside. I shed some silent tears and did a quick prayer seeking God to protect the dog. That incident however had affect me the whole day.

Thank God!!

I was sitting down quietly at my desk,nibbling on my nails.

I was perspiring at the mere thought of it.

I'm doomed. I knew that I'm doomed.

No miracles will ever take place.

This was a rough picture of what had occur to me during additional mathematics class yesterday. I was looking forlorn. Part of me was feeling jittery and another part of me was praying hard that this was going to be over. I was shaking my watch hoping that it'll do some miracles to reverse back the time.

Pn Nur Zihan was calling out the names of students who did not hand in the book. And I knew sooner or later,just a mater of time that I'll received glares from 43 pairs of eyes. I never meant to lose my book. I was innocent.

Perseverance was what I had at that moment until.............

A girl from my class-I guess its Yannie shouted my name from one corner of the class.

What the heck?What does she want at this moment of time?

I was angry and frustrated at the thought of it until she told me that she had found my book.

Oh Yannie I love you!!!!(although I didn't really said that)

My poor additional mathematics book was not the only victim.A bunch of books were found sleeping forlornly in the drawers of the teacher's desk. Whose the culprit behind all these?

Only God knows!!!

Lifebook

Of late, I found a new toy, an electronic device which is handy yet reliable. It is not a mobile phone nor an ipod or a new Nintendo Ds. Let me make it easy and brief.

Last Saturday, my family and I went to Jusco for our usual serving of Starbucks. It was then that my father decided to enter Harvey Norman to check out some stuffs. And we eventually came to the electronics department....and a sales assistance immediately came to attend us. And it was then that my whole family knew that they're having a PC fair. My father immediately started browsing through the array of laptops. And after much commotion I finally made up my mind.

Hereby, let me present it to you my new

Fujitsu lifebook

S.O.S

I nodded in satisfaction. At last, someone's come to our rescue...

Thanks to Pn Vijaya who is kind enough to share with us her knowledge of history

I'm Back

I am elated, thrilled, overjoyed,jubilant and etc...

I can never believe that I'd just completed my leadership camp

Accommodating in the middle of a jungle is not an easy task

But I'm glad that I was not bitten by leeches, bees and delighted to say not even mosquitoes

I enjoyed most of the activities planned for us

Nevertheless the worst part is that my leg started aching on the 2Nd day

and I was excused for jungle trekking and obstacle course

We had numerous meals right there

And it was what everyone had expected

the same goes to the latrine

The tent was cramp and too small to fit in 5 person together with our luggage

Due to our carelessness of not securing the tent properly our tent experienced leakage

As a result , we were drenched and forced to sleep in a damp,moist and stuffy tent

I came back yesterday and proud to say that i'm officially sick

I'm having severe sore throat and fever

I felt dizzy and vomited numerous times

I am sick

60 words

Should I or should i not?????

The previous post I've been ranting all about camping and stuff. I'm feeling very ecstatic and jittery at the same time. I can never imagine me sleeping in a tent with mosquitoes and insects all around me.


Dad has got me a mosquito repellent and I'm intending to use it to the max. I've planted my hatred towards insects since I've got stung by a bee last year. Insects are just irritating, though some do not really bring any harm to you. I know i sound pampered but I promise I'll try not to make a fool out of myself............I promise not to squeak and scream at the sight of leeches, not to sigh and complain during the camp.......I promise only under certain circumstances..........


Should I or should I not bring my mobile for this excursion??? The coverage is pratically nil right there.. Why bring??Why???


Why pay money to suffer???

ME( AGE 11 YRS OLD)

ME(AGE 12 YRS OLD)

I was leafing through some of my old pictures. I managed a grin through it though..

Do I still look alike??Do I look prettier???

I nibbled on my nails (as usual) thinking about the answers to my question.

I can still remember the first picture (right on the top) was taken in Sherrie's villa.

The second one was taken in my room

As years passed by , myriad things revolve around me. From the way I befriended someone, the way I socialize, the way I look at things, the way I grow I'm adamant that its different.

I used to crave for designer bags and attire like Topshop, Miss Selfridge, Esprit but now I don't. I used to go around comparing things with others but now I don't. I used to go round gossiping about others but now its pratically nil.

The only habit that still goes on and on is guess what...........I still can't stop nibbling and feeding on my nails. I know it sounds gross but i can't help it..

Leave me a comment to tell me what you think about me...........

p/s please tell me that i did grow. Don't leave me harsh comments. Till then

Bye

Pei Zhen

PACKING!!!

Sweater

Toothbrush

Energy bar

Raincoat

Mosquito repellent

These items sound familiar only for someone who is packing to go for a camp

Too bad!!!Its not a vacation

Part of me is feeling so enthusiastic about the camp. Another part of me feel like heading off the other direction during the camp day. Its a leadership camp and its compulsory for all prefects , only those who are representing the school for competition will be exempted



The prefectorial board is organizing a trip to a place in Hulu Langat. We'll be departing on the 2nd of April which is next Wednesday. Seeing as this will be the first time I'm going to be away from my family(freedom) , I'd make an effort to surf the net to know more about this place. Let me tell you a little about Sg Congkak in Hulu Langat.

TEMPTATION!!!!

I can't resist the temptation!!!!!

STARBUCKS

I just fall for the seductive aroma of Starbucks ice-blended mocha

TICK!!TOCK!!!TICK!!!

Time goes by so slowly for those who wait

No time to hesitate

Those who run seem to have all the fun

I'm caught up

I don't know what to do

I can feel the words moving rapidly in all direction bouncing and colliding to the walls of my mind

I can't help it but my adrenaline is undeniable

I'm about to play my very first MSSD competition

I felt cold sweat trickling down my body

Gurl, its 1.00 a.m already

Take a deep breath!!!!

zzzzzzzzzz!!!!

Happy Birthday Gal!!!!!

Tell me how you feel if your birthday falls on a day where everyone around the school vicinity are seem clinging to their books. I would definitely start sighing and ranting not forgetting cursing the school for stretching the examination dates till my birthday. But for a beautiful, sweet and never forgetting smarty pants like Divya she would never complained about the examination dates which always coincides with her birthday. Some people around her realise that she needs a perfect getaway. And its none other than yours truly. I started pestering and provoking her to join us for a trip of 'lepaking' in jusco and she declined our kind offer politely.Seeing as Plan A fails I move on to Plan B. Plan B is all about taking charge of her tuition days and calling her parents up to ask for approval.Nevertheless Plan B experinces failure too. I'm never going to give up. I'm adamant in whatever I'm doing.I need more energy, force and this eventually leads to an intake of a new member in my team. Stonger and bolder. I don't believe that we'll not be able to do it. A thought started blinking in my mind after discussing this with Shankry.

PLAN A + PLAN B= PLAN C

Fantastic. A round up applause for yours truly and Shankry. However what is Plan C?????? Shankry and I now are joining forces with few of our close friends like Nivashini........and we also assigned jobs to few other supporting friends like Niva twin sister, Kavitha, Lilian , Lynnette and Uma to zip up their mouth and not let the cat out of the bag. Niva did a great job same goes to all the other members. Really satiesfied with the outcome.

Let me go into this a bit deeper. Shankry also known as the Ministry of Communication will have to have words with Divya family and tell them about our plan.Me on the other hand will do things like booking the venue, calling up friends and making everyone promise not to spill the beans. At first we were quite disappointed when Divya's sis smsed us back

Hey let me give you a suggestion.Why not you guys change the place?

I sinked on my chair upon hearing that news. But we eventually started assuring her and telling her ' its alright akka" , " we went and check out the place and its ok" and so on until we received a yes go on do it.

On that important day, I woke up at 6.50a.m(not because i'm feeling jittery) . Its because Shankry's got no transport so I need to join my bro for tennis so that its easier for her mum to chaeffeur her there. We came back,took a quick bath, and rushed to the bakery shop. The Baker's Cottage as usual offer a variety of choices. Eventually we need to come to an agreement whether to go for a chocolate cake or Expresso essential. The chocolate cake looks so plain whereas that Expresso essential is decorated with strawberries and chocolate on top. We got not much time to decide so we took the Expresso Essential and I assured Shankry it'll be delicious. Morover I'm a loyal customer of Bakers Cottage. From there we headed to Lynn's house and as usual we need to wait for her. We received a sms from Niva

Please be aware. All of us are in jusco already

Which means that we need to try to avoid them. Here I would like to convey my utmost gratitude to Ms Lilian Tang for helping us carry the cake all the way. We rushed in (some ppl might think that we just escape from Zoo Negara but at this point of time who cares) and push our way through and headed straight to Green Box. When we reached there, gasping for air, the attendant told us that we need to be back a few more minutes . We sighed and M.O.C(Shankry) suggested that all of us go get some presents for Divya in a souvenir shop.......I immediately called Niva and asked her to delay the time and not bring Divya to the 2nd floor. At about 11.06a.m while the lady in the souvenir shop still in the process of wrapping our presents Shankry and I ran back all the way to Green Box and checked-in to our room. The room number was still vivid in my mind-no 17. We went inside the room and Shankry started playing with the microphone and I was fiddling with my handphone wondering why the heck they take such a long time to wrap 3 presents. Soon we were joined by Lyn and Lilian.....Why we need both of them in such a hurry????We need tha cake.....Alright we placed the cake on the table started lighting it and praticing singing the birthday song(which at last doesn't even bring any benefits). 'She's here, she's here" Niva shouted to me on the phone. We off the lights and started hiding. Divya and her friends burst into the rooms and all four of us were speechless....come on the birthday song..I gawked at Shankry and she inturn gawked at Lynn and then only someone exlaimed 1,2,3

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy birthday to Divya

Happy Birthday to you

Whoosh!!!All the candles were blown out..If its for me I would tell you that not only the candles will be blown but microorganisms will also be on the surface of the cake.We had a great time there and before I end this entry...Happy Birthday Divya!!!!!!

Sing!!!Sang!!!!!Sung!!!!

If you would like to eat,drink,play,fun and sing at the same time theres only one stop: Green Box Karaoke. Located at the 2nd floor of Aeon Bukit Tinggi, one of the largest mall in klang this place is fun, happy and happening. It is great for everything (you name it) from birthday party, outing or even a reunion party. Seeing that my exams were over(wow!!!) my friends and I decided to check it out. I'd heard from some of my peers that this place is a teenager spot(which means that teen loves to hang out here).....of course!!!
Let me rant a bit about this place.There are few words to describe it: magnificent,marvelous,fantastic and awesome.At a rate of RM9.90 per person , one can enjoy their lunch,free flow of drinks and buffet.....and whats next...you can sing at the same time....They have a variety of songs ranging from the 70's up to today's hits......whats more ..........the songs are designed specially to suit everyone's need..they have it in 3 different languages namely malay,mandarin and english...of course people like me won't benefit from it.....but somehow there are still people who benefits from it....The room is not crampy and just nice for an average human being(you know what i mean)......I just can say that its a fantastic getaway for everyone.

A continuition from the last entry.

After Starbucks , Shankry and I decided to head to McDonald for a burger.Shankry ate a chicken burger whereas I was just fiddling around with my camera and phone.Both me and Shankry were too tired to walk around so we sat at the bench.

Exhausting outing!!!!!!!

I was thinking about bloging yesterday.Nevertheless I felt guilty playing the com the whole day and decided to leafed through my sejarah book plus giving my com a short break. I read an article from New Straits Times yesterday written by Gavin Yap which actually impressed me.Generally it was about his impression about CNY. On CNY'S eve my whole family sat down together for a sumptous meal in a restaurant located in PJ. As a traditional ritual we went visiting our friends and relatives on the first day. As a matter of fact, my friends and I agreed to go 'lepak' today. Lynn,Lilian, and few of her church friends went off to a movie. That means Shanz and I were left with no one.We had all come to an agreement to 'lepak' in the new jusco. We ate in the food court and I gave the food a 5/10 rating.Completely tasteless.Although I said that it was mouth-watering.Then we head of meandering around the mall.We entered a souvenir shop and found out that everything there is only RM5.You have to agree with me its dirt cheap.Anyway after loitering in the shop and turning around about 6 rounds(never really counted it) I actually bought a big photo frame. Then we headed downstairs to Starbucks and by that time my legs were already aching. I fell for the aroma of the coffee.I felt a lurch of desire and persuaded Shankry to share with me. We eventually make up our mind and go for an ice-blended mocha and boy its RM 12.08. Until now, the figure is still vivid in my mind.

the vain queen, Shankry

sipping my mocha

I laid in bed whole night reminiscing about the joyful moment when my PMR results were out.Apparently I intended to blog this entry the moment I got my results.Nevertheless the incessant feeling of success and a gesture of pride overwhelmed me , and by the end of the day I eventually decided to bottle up my intention.The night before my results were out, I was actually provoking my brother asking him about the possibilities of getting straight A's. I prayed hard before I went to bed. The next morning I woke up feeling anxiety. My heart rate was pounding incredibly fast. I had a quick breakfast and started ringing up Divya and Shankry to annoy them. At 9.20a.m sharp , I was already heading to the school. By the time I reached school , the school compound was already engulfed with a crowd of students.I make my way through the crowd and headed straight to the canteen. When i made my way through the crowd, I heard a few stuents chattering happily away. I finally reached the canteen and mustered up all my courage and without even stopping I headed directly to my class booth. I greeted my teacher and she immediately asked me to gather up all my certificates. When I eventually finished gathering, I exclaimed " I'm ready". My class teacher on the other hand already had the results ready in her hands. She took a last glance at the results and hand it over to me. Hence she congratulated me.I leaped with joy.All my hard work paid off(though i still managed a nap every afternoon). I called my mum and she shared my joy.I joined several other friends who passed with straight A's. Here in my blog today i would like to congratulate all my friends who managed to get straight A's.

Congratulation to

Divya

Lynnette

Lavenya

Amanda

Michelle

Amelia

Jessica

Khoo Iri

Samantha

Hey check this out.If you're a daily reader of New Straits Times i'm adamant that u had come across this article. The health article was tittled TAKE A PICK: STRONG BONES OR HEART???
Studies shown that drinking milk and taking calcium supplements can actually lead to heart attack.Its so pathetic.I've started drinking milk at a very tender age.From what i knew all this while milk is a healthy drink used to prevent osteoporosis and rickets. Recently i've been doing numerous net search about nurition and food for my EST. Our specific tittle for the EST project is "The Mystery of The Milk " . I'm actually planning to concentrate more about the disadvantages of the milk.So far my effort paid off. I've got 2 newspaper cuttings about milk and its diadvantages. We're actually doing the project in a group and my group comprises of Kavitha(leader), Khoo Iri and Nur Jehan. Its compulsary to have a Malay girl in each team. Despite all the haste and pressure in Form 4 I decided to indulge myself more to school's activities.I voluntereed to represent my class for the debate competition. Who knows one day i'll be the country's top debater....hehehehhe.....i'm just dreaming......sigh......

You know how some days the star and planets are just not really aligned and you feel nothing goes right for you?Woke up this morning at a haste.As usual I took a short bath and dressed up..first my bra,then my shirt,tie,skirt..zip it up.I felt there's something unusual.I inspected myself again bra,shirt,tie,skirt....what did i miss out???Ooppssss.... i missed out my camisole...gosh what must i do now!!!!!The only solution to my problem is to take everything out and get dressed up again.sigh!!!!!!!The rest of the day was of no good.........On the way to school, I was surprised to see that the road is so empty.When I reached school it was only 6.51....I'm so early today..and then i remembered something that .............one of us(prefects) were suppose to brief today.Nevertheless i convinced myself that the juniors will be the one briefing today..until Santhiyaa called out my name PEI ZHEN BRIEF POSITION 6 RECESS... Oopps speechless!The reason why i was told to brief its because i was busily chatting away with a frenz next to me.Position 6 ar.er.ar......I am really BAD at briefing for F&R.......Started off with the general duties. and then 4 statements...and what's next...er...ar..er.ar...feeling of panic surges through me....approximately about 8 pairs of eyes were glancing to my direction.......after a while ......i exlaimed i give up!!!!I was feeling both guilty and embarassed at the same time.....and then only i realised the reason why my briefing was not impressive......when the counsellors was briefing on tuesday and wednesday i came late for briefing.......arghhhhh.....a really unforgettable lesson....whats coming up next i was wondering..........after assembly we had a short gathering in the porch........when the gathering was almost done i can endure the heat no longer and eventually took out my blazer...i started walking until i heard my name being called..........PEI ZHEN PEI ZHEN AWAK PUNYA SKIRT TAK ZIp " a malay girl exlaimed........then my brain started to send an emergency signal throughout my body..I imediately craned my neck and see whether its true..hoping that it might be a January fool...nevertheless it was true and I quickly wore my blazer back to cover it up...sigh..sigh.....how can i be so unlucky today?????I went back to the class and did a short and quick prayer....and later thanks to kavitha,amelia,hannah and iri for helping me pin the hole up....although actually amelia was laughing.....the rest of the day was sighing and sighing and sighing until ss(which means self study) i went to 3S and along the way everyone was asking me about my insanity for wearing the blazer in such a killing weather.......Classes were so boring as usual....that i'd already adapted myself in this new class.....I don't know how to express my feelings happy and sad at the same time...I've been sobbing a lot lately mainly because of friends...........But now i'm already trying to accept the fact that i'm in a different class as them....Lynn and I have been talking a lot lately..........i hope everything will work out fine tomorrow.........i'm looking forward to going to Joanna's house tomorrow....speaking about Joanna there's something I heard that astonished me......but don't worry Joanna ...i'm not gonna reveal it down here....Can all of you leave some comments so that i'll know how good i'm doing..thanks a bunch : )

Another man's folly!!!

.......He paid the price for another man’s folly.
One life gone, 2 people dead !
A mother is devastated, she is howling with pain, yelling all she can in that dark and dingy corner of her four by four kholi. There was nobody to hear her yell and not a soul to pacify her, because outside her shack is a long winding lonely road. There was no existence of mankind for miles and miles ahead. The wind was at rest, the leaves didn’t rustle and no resonance of a barking dog, silence filled the air. Loneliness was already killing her, but no one knows what made her cry?

Losing something you love with all your heart isn’t really the grief you can ever overcome. Radha lost her baby. Her only means to live. She saw her child getting crushed under a car in front of her own eyes. Blood was all over and the accident was terrible. One lonely night, she was walking down the street t get a breath of fresh air with her child cuddled tight in her arms. She walked a long time s till she saw the face of mankind (in the evilest form).

The whole time she walked with her child in her arms the only thing that worried her was Aryans (her son’s) future. What kind of a person will he be? Will he make me proud? How much light is life going to bring in his existence? She was imagining and feeling every day of the Childs growth, and what she had in store for him. But who knows what’s in store for us tomorrow, life can change in the splits of a second. Talk about destiny, all those dreams hopes and expectations were snatched away from her in an instant. Her smiles were frowns and her faith just crumbled, like a deal soul in a living, rather breathing body.

This is how it happened…. On that abandoned road, were a few streetlights barely sufficient? There was this one light that was visible from a distance, but as it came closer it got brighter and brighter. That light changed radha’s life into darkness forever. A speeding car came down that road, as if the driver had jammed the accelerator, cutting across the wind. He came at a speek of 110kmph throwing beer bottles out of his half open window. He was definitely drunk, the speed took everything in its path. Just then, there was a loud cry, and silence set in again. The cry of a baby and no sight of a child.

Ironically the mother wasn’t hurt, not a scratch on a body, not a bruise on her arm. She opened her eyes and didn’t she Aryan, her vision was blur. After a few minutes when her sight cleared up she looked all over frantically for her baby, but alas! There was nothing. Just then she noticed something about then feet away it was blood draining into the gutter’s, and pieces of minced flesh, laying there saying so much without saying anything at all. The blood of her baby, the child who hadn’t even seen life,
He paid the price for another man’s folly. The same little child whose future was just being planned.
Simple, don’t drink and drive. You could take a life, but kill a number of people.

Without any further preamble , i hereby would like to continue uploading the pic.